:: Pangkalnya Jauh…Hujungnya belum tiba…::

…Hati aku masih lagi sakit and terluka dengan kata2 DIA…lebih sakit lagi dari lebam kat muka aku masa aku terhantuk kat stereng kereta masa nak ngelak dari kontena aritu. Adus! …pedisnyer hati niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii !!!!….. Da nak masuk 2 hari da aku tak top up…maksudnyer da dekat 2 hari da ku tak contact dia…dia pun diam menyepi jer sejak 2 hari ni…tak sms aku pun…..

….ish…ish…lagi ar geram…da ar buat salah…TAKNAK NGAKU PLAK TU...mesti aku gak yang kena mencemar duli pergi call DIA and mintak maaf. ……..Arghhhhhhhh!!!!! kenapa….mengapa….bagaimana…..dan APAKAH?????. apasal kat dalam dunia ni, mesti lelaki yang kena beralah kepada perempuan….tak pernah pun perempuan yang kena mengalah kepada lelaki ha?….but then, why we must always be blame for possessing the highest ego ever???…….S**T !!

….dan seperti biasenyer….muka ni gak yang nak kena top up and menepikan perasaan marah yang meluap-luap tuk call DIA. Ya ar risau ar plak cos 2 hari da tak dengar kabar berita. Mana ar tahu ade pape yang jadi kat dia ker…demam ker…saket ker…saket perut ker…saket orang perempuan ker…saket hati lagi ker…. Risau jugak aku. Ye arr…da ar dia tu cute jer(lalalalala)…kalau orang2 comel ni saket, tak sampai hati plak rase hati ni(ceh, Doctor’s senses rising)…OK! AKU CALL DIA SEKARANG JUGAK!…

…Aku menekan nombor speed dial yg memang dah diassign ker nombor dia…
…calling ‘ct wanie digi’…
…tut..tut…tut..tut…
"erm, cam takde orang nak angkat jer" persis hati kecilku sendirian…
" erm, takpe ar camtu" pujuk hatiku lagi…

SUDDENLY, a miracle fell down from the stars…

…just a minute before i make up my mind to end the calling…i heard a voice…a small…sweet and calm one…just like i use to hear for all these while…
" assalamualaikum…sorry tadi gi toilet jap…abang knape lame da tak call…rindu ar"

…"yabedabeduuuuuuuu!! Yahoo !!….she miss me…she miss me…" i screamed my lungs out silently…
" erm, rindu ker? sorry orang baru jer top up..." jawabku ringkas dengan ke’macho’an yang dicontrol-control(uwek!)…
" erm, rindu ar…" jawabnya lagi ringkas, padat dan mampat tapi cukup untuk mebuatkan ginjal aku cair sampai ke kaki…
…then, she asked about what happend to me in the last two days…i break my promise to not to tell her about the ‘ambang maut‘ thing…she almost cry and she said she loves me and don’t wanna anything like those happened to me to struck me again in the future without her existence at my side…Then, i asked her bout her meal, her activities in this last few days…and we go on talking and laughing and sharing until 3.40 am… .Alar, takpe Fuyoh Hours free call… takde ar bazir cedit sangat…and kalaw bazir pun takpe…tak kisah pun…cos, i rather to have a minute to hear her voice and wasting hundreds of money to call her rather than an eternity without it…selamat ar, aku tak terikut-ikut kan perasaan amarahku sebentar tadi; kalaw tak…sure this thing will be getting worse and worse until it reach to a stage where regret is the end…

…i love this relationship and i really do…together we have tasted the bitter sweet in our journey and struggle to seek for our true love…we have endured the biggest iceberg of obstacles and  together we have crushed through the valley of hatred, angry, envy and whatsoever, and we managed to come out alive and survive until now…and i wanna say thanx to you…for all the things that you have done to make my life a brighter day ever…

…You are the friend that i know i can act like complete idiot with…
and no matter what, YOU WILL STAND there laughing with me…
…You are the friend that i can get completely mad at…and then having you stand there with a funny face…completely IGNORING that the fact that i mad at you, and just burst out laughing…
…You are the friend that i can trust with EVERYTHING…there isn’t a thing in the world i would doubt telling you about because i TRUST you with my WHOLE heart…
…You are the friend that has been through ROUGH times with me this two years…and we still come out standing STRONG…
You are the friend that i would run to if in trouble, and you are the friend that always help me out…
…And You know what? You are the person that i consider as my best friend for eternity and I KINDA FUCKIN’ LOVE YOU……

…sedang tiba-tiba asyik nulih blog ni tetiba plak aku terdengar bunyi ringtone ‘drowning-bsb’ hanset aku berbunyi aku pun capai hanset and terus jawab call…
" erm, assalamualaikum…nape yang?" aku bertanya kehairanan…cos, da takde kerja ker dia call pagi-pagi buta ni…riindu lagi ar tu agaknyer…
"erm, awak katne ni? ayang da sampai stesen bas klang da..kata nak ambil?" dia menjawab ringkas dan padat seperti kebiasaannya…

…masa tu lar plak aku teringat yang malam tadi aku da bwat janji yang aku nak bawa dia kluar pergi Jusco bukit tinggi kat sebelah rumah aku ni cos nak usha harga almari plastic yang bley buka2 tue cos dia nak practical 29 haribulan ni kat muar,johor…
" erm, abang…abang kat petronas tengah isi minyak…jalan jem arr…banyak kereta…erm, dalam 20minit lagi abang sampai…ayang tunggu kat tempat biase tau…jap lagi abang datang…" ligat akalku mencari alasan…
" erm, ok ar…kalaw awak lambat2 datang, nanti blanje orang tengok wayang…" dia da mula geram…
"ok…ok…anything for you dear…"

…aku terus tutup laptop…pakai baju…sluar jeans…capai kunci motor 125 ku….dan terus memecut menyusuri jalanraya Klang yang tidak pernah lekang dengan kesibukan kenderaan manusia yang mementingkan diri sendiri tu….dan sampai tengah jalan plak, baru aku teringat yang aku tertinggal baju yang aku beli kat kelantan untuk dia minggu lepas…aku patah balik dan terus meneruskan kehidupanku yang penuh dengan ‘adventure’ ini…..wassalam ::

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